Dreaming a Story
I walk and walk towards the distant shine, step by step I follow the sign, tear by tear I join the rain, with all my heart through fear and pain. The nature, the wild, and their vivid mass, the mountains and oceans I yet have to pass, the storms and winds and their strong desires, volcano’s, comets and their destructive fires. The life and death I find along, the ways I see of good and wrong, the difference there is between rich and poor, the religion opinions and the war. Why the violence, why the gore, what’s the hatred and where’s the core?
“The legends and myths they told around, the historical pieces I lost and found, the acts and lies I had to bare, the purest of truth just made me care. The real I took for that what’s fake, the risks I carried I had to take, the rhymes I made just found their link, the mysteries I solved with paper and ink. The darkness crept day by day, the evil I found along my way, demons and spirits of an ancient world, corruption and madness of which I’ve never heard. The friends I had were there for me, the burdens I carried they could see, the hands they had “the one’s they spared”, their eyes and smiles showed me they cared.”
I walk and walk towards the distant sun, step by step I start to run, smiling my way through the coming night, with all my heart towards the light. The clouds above start to fade, the stars behind by light are made, the moon reveals as the sun goes dead, and all at once my eyes turn red. A final second of control I feel, a moment later I break the seal, a world of agony opens inside, the result is “rage” I cannot hide. Thoughts are bending as my heart spreads cold, my fears are leaving and become untold, feelings fade and turn the back, I feel like a system influenced by hack. The passing minutes fogged my lenses, passing seconds downed my senses, before I knew it I lost control, not just my head but the “me” as a whole. One last thought goes through my head, the one last thought before I’d pass out dead, “sooner or later I’ll no longer me, no longer the one I used to be….”
“I opened my eyes facing the ground, my ears heard nothing as there was no sound, a deadly silence passed through my head, was this real of was I dead? I looked around shocked of what I see, bodies and fires surrounding me, rivers of blood and limbs torn apart, just like a doing of one maniac’s art. Who’s the one for this to blame, who’s the one to go down with shame, what’s the purpose of spreading fame, if your heart’s a scar carved by vain. Panic and chaos is what I’ve seen around, screams of pain in my ears were bound, blood was spilled during this night, covered in blood I lost my sight. Not seconds after I just passed out, woke up in the hospital shouting out loud, screaming about what happened last night, was I wrong or was I right?”
I look outside and see the sun shine bright, “did I catch the distant light?”, the blue skies were as clear as water, instead of cold, the day got hotter. I take one step out the door, I breathe the air and feel sun’s core, I start to wonder more and more, I knew this place from before.
“As I walked up to this big tree, I sat back down and counted to three, at “three” I just snapped back to start, the real from which I made this art. The world in which I doubted I would, the world in which I doubted I could, the moments in which I cried the tears, the time in which I overcame my fears.”
I look at my hand as my pen is there, I look at my paper and start to stare, I realize I made so many rhymes, but on paper had but empty lines. Interesting is… what I find, wrote a story through my mind, wrote a story with a link, using neither pen nor ink.”
Nikola Sokol